Start Over- It's Worth It

Is it FALL yet? | Chantelle Adanna Agbro

Okay, can I be vulnerable for a sec?

The gag is we always jump at reading others for filth, but when do we read ourselves, babe?

Side note: I have no idea if people still say "gag" but it went in this post for sure.

Anywho, or better yet, when do you let the Holy Spirit read you?

Rarely? Never? Okay, that's what I thought.

I don't think people understand how many thoughts roam through my mind daily, or maybe you do, so you get the necessity to be organized. That said, I'm picking my YouTube channel "Timeless Talks with Telle" back up! Look out for my first post this Saturday and every other week from there on.

What's the point?

Don't hesitate to pick up where you left off or operate from a clean slate.

Don't be scared to consistently go back to the drawing board.

Assuming that all the L's you're taking are in fact lessons, you're only getting better anyway, no matter what it may feel like at times (our emotions are occasional liars).

What you see does not cancel out what GOD said. <--- this sounds good but it hits diffferent when you study, not just read, but study the word of God to know what He indeed said.

Note: That this world is spiritual before it is physical and that realm contains the good and the bad, as it does in our day to day. That said, we must be obedient, consistent, and disciplined to execute the vision, despite not feeling like it. Starting over could actually be the one thing that saves your life, your view on relationships, your mind, your stability, and your overall life.

The thing we want the least is sometimes the very thing we seek but we're too blind to truly see.

Though at times I think I'm not moving fast enough, I know deep down I'm still maturing emotionally. I'm still praying against the enemies of my soul/soil that have tainted generations, that I want no part in. This is, in essence, what breaking generational curses entails, which has been my mission since the inception of My Soul Told On Me.

Have you ever gotten so comfortable in accepting the bare minimum that you protect it? Yeah, well, I know that well. 3 years ago, I wouldn't have admitted this but today, at 30, there's nothing to hide, and I'm reassured that I'm winning as long as Jesus is on my side.

Here's what we need to truly normalize:

• Daily repentance for current and bloodline sins.

• Speaking up when we need to.

• Not cowering down to lesser spirits operating through people, even and especially family.

Another thing I've realized is that a lot of procrastination in my life stems from not wanting to start over. I typically avoid it because from the outside in it gives hassle, ya know? It's also a bit of people pleasing and a desire for validation outside of God's word, and it's a dangerous place to be.

Disclaimer: Everything I share—whether video or blog—is rooted in encouraging, inspiring, and uplifting to help people heal through God’s word, self-reflection, and writing as worship. This requires accountability and the willingness to choose differently than what you’ve known.

Platforms exist for a reason, but too many are built on misinformation and consumed by the masses. You’re free to live as you please, because our gracious Holy Father gifted us choice, but remember: it’s about God’s word. Every action carries either a reward or a consequence.

My tone isn’t for everyone, but by the grace of the Holy Spirit, I know when to adjust. Still, truth is truth. If the shoe fits, wear it. If it doesn’t, leave it. Just don’t ignore conviction. If you feel it, it’s likely God revealing idolatry in your life.

That said, it does no one justice if we do not lead by example, so you'll always get the raw thoughts from me.

Back to my rant- it's not that I don't have the capability or the ideas, but it's definitely the spirit of delay and non-progress that I unknowingly or maybe knowingly came into agreement with.

Let me be a lesson to whoever is 30 and under or even older...

Take your time and fill it with substance.

Resist the lazy moments, and though you may feel like:

• Not wanting to necessarily stick it out through the rough moments (though I still do)

• Not wanting to be rejected or get it wrong when I take a leap of faith.

Dig Deeper!

I'm digging deeper. I, with the knowledge I now have, know that I'm still dealing with the issue of idolatry of my feelings (I'll unpack in my next post).

However, I must say: BUT GOD.

I've been so grateful to have the opportunity to read and dissect God's word. I know some may think that I talk about Him too much, but if you really have eyes to see and ears to hear, you know that there's no such thing, given that you are also seeking his face continuously behind closed doors.

I'll leave you with this: Extend yourself grace and know there's nothing you can do to earn favor. Just trust in Him always.

Psalms 118: 6-7